today i danced in anger...
im not sure where my "sringaram" ran to
but i stomped my feet as hard as I could.. till i felt the pain.. indulged in it.. sweated out my frustration, spun as fast as I could, threw my arms more in punches in the name of adavus... all while questioning the god i was dancing to..
why all this.. ?why are you playing snakes and ladders with me..? why now? Haven't I tried hard enough? Haven't I given enough.. you want more.. ? you trip me up even more..?
again and again...
i sat through my pain.. in araimandi.. in anger..
i shuddered at my image
angry at myself.. angry at my circumstances
today i danced in anger
wanting to see the light at the end of the tunnel
only to see the sweat dripping from my kurtha
and feeling my raw heart aching